Confusion

Where do you want to go to college? What do you want to do? What job do you want? Where do you want to live? Are you single? Taken? What's up? What are your grades? Why aren't you doing better? Why did you do that? Why are you upset? Why, Why, Why, Why Why??

Over the past few weeks, par to course, I have been asked a gazillion questions. People ask about every small detail of my life. Personally, I do not know what is so freaking interesting... I'm not that exciting... there is not that much exciting stuff going on right now. i don't have the new car, big trip coming up, the girlfriend, the amazing grades, the amazing perfect days. True, I will keep things interesting, but my life really can't be that interesting. Sure, I have my daily mean comments about a certain few people, and sure, I can be a walking disaster, but why do I warent so much attention?

I really appreciate that people care so much... don't get me wrong. I just don't see why they are so interested. I do not really know what I want my whole life to be right now. I guess you are supposed to know these things at the end of your sophomore year of high school? I'm glad that people care so much about what I do, but is it really that fascinating? I am confused on what exactly I want at the moment. Sure, I have my small goals, but something feels out of place. Something is not right. Beats me what it is. When i find out what is missing, I am going to go out and find it! I can be happy, but I want to be happier. I want to be better. I want to be the best. When I find the magic key, I will let everyone know. Until next time, what is the key?