Over the past few weeks, par to course, I have been asked a gazillion questions. People ask about every small detail of my life. Personally, I do not know what is so freaking interesting... I'm not that exciting... there is not that much exciting stuff going on right now. i don't have the new car, big trip coming up, the girlfriend, the amazing grades, the amazing perfect days. True, I will keep things interesting, but my life really can't be that interesting. Sure, I have my daily mean comments about a certain few people, and sure, I can be a walking disaster, but why do I warent so much attention?
I really appreciate that people care so much... don't get me wrong. I just don't see why they are so interested. I do not really know what I want my whole life to be right now. I guess you are supposed to know these things at the end of your sophomore year of high school? I'm glad that people care so much about what I do, but is it really that fascinating? I am confused on what exactly I want at the moment. Sure, I have my small goals, but something feels out of place. Something is not right. Beats me what it is. When i find out what is missing, I am going to go out and find it! I can be happy, but I want to be happier. I want to be better. I want to be the best. When I find the magic key, I will let everyone know. Until next time, what is the key?
